It's 1:00am in the morning and I can not sleep. I cant stop thinking about this test I am taking tomorrow. I keep trying to study but just don't do so great. I am worried if I don't pass it I wont be able to go to school. I need to pass this test so I can get my grants. I am very excited about starting school in Aug. I don't think I have been this excited since my Beautiful son Zackariah Max was born 4 years ago. I am not only going back to school for myself but for him so he will have a great future. I want to give him the world and I feel as tho I will be able to do that once I get a good education and Job so that I can support our little family. Its a hard job being a single mother but I wouldn't change it for the world. Now I just have to do what right so I can make sure we will always be OK. He is my power my pride and my joy. I guess I don't have anything to worry about because I have him. He will always love me and be there for me even if I don't pass the test. But I know that with god in our lives and a good head on my shoulders that all is possible. With prayer in my life and following the path he wants me to be on I will be OK (we will be OK). I just need to keep my head high and Zack and god in my heart and everything will work out. I don't need to worry I need to pray. I have a sleeping boy in my bed and he is my sweet angel. I think god sent him to me to make sure I would get my life back on track. Thank you god for blessing me with the most precious and wonderful gift you could ever give me. I know that you will be with me tomorrow and you will help me past that test. You have made my heart feel better so I can go rest now. Thank you gog for this wonderful life you bless me and my family with. God night family and friends.
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